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the massive slow-down

wow…so I guess my life has experienced a bit of a slow down. no. more like slamming head first into a brick wall.

It’s been almost three months since that fateful day at the end of July informing me that there isn’t any work for me.

Since then it has been a bit of a roller coaster of emotions and moving. And now there are only a few boxes left that I’m not sure what the heck to do with and a myriad of stuff I want to sell…but don’t want to sell?? I’ve applied to as many jobs as I believe that I could do above and beyond, I’ve applied for jobs that would be ridiculously boring and I’ve applied for jobs that I have no chance in hell of getting. It is tough out there. Some of the responses that I have received have mentioned “thanks for your response to our advertisement. We had over 200 applications for this position…”

It’s been difficult to stay sane, busy, and motivated. Not to mention injuries. My recurring, pain-in-the-ass shoulder injury.  This has slow-downed the running movement. Gosh, I wish I wasn’t injured so much. 10 plus years of crazy childhood athletics would do that to a girl. Now nothing works correctly. It’s very frustrating. But the shoulder….the shoulder is borderline “frozen” and that is not a good thing. So now I”m going to have to cough out money to go to physio so I can return to running/walking/volleyball/anything active what so ever.

For now. I sit in front of my computer, trying to move things forward on a website and other projects that aren’t really that exciting for the most part.

It’s a massive slow-down right now and I”m doing everything in my power to resist the urge to ditch all my stuff into storage and take off and be a bum. [although appealing, there are pretty good aspects of my life on the go right now]. I also know that NewMan wouldn’t be too thrilled if I just up and left and if he wasn’t coming with me, it wouldn’t be as fun.