The anxiety is settling.
Mainly because Jacques actually said something nice about my sailing capabilities 7 days later. I found out in fact he was saying it to others and one person actually said… “Have you told Jewels this?”….*crickets*
He finally told me. Sunday evening in a convo that included his regular sailing partner and it was all good.
Just conversation between him and I feels so weird.
We don’t have much in common I think.
I do catch him checking me out though. Which is flattering. Thankfully, nothing comes of it. Why make things more awkward than they are?
All in all the anxiety is receding. Except the question about what to do with my dad situation. I am good at squelching that. And currently, I think that’s what I want to do.