At this time last year, I was full of excitment and anticipation of the things to come. This time I am weary and apprehensive. As I continue to look for a job, I am experience the “What if” syndrome I suffer from. “What if” i’m unemployed for EVER, “what if” my work takes me out of Vancity for a year or two? “What if” things with D don’t improve? “What if” i just want to take things in life alone? “What if” i want to stay coupled?
All these questions are proving to be overwhelming for my little mind.
Until then, I try to keep things as status quo and smile. As I don’t have answers to any of the above questions. Currently I continue to pursue future employment.
Merry Christmas and Happy New Year.